I Am That Which I Am Looking For

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I Am That Which I Am Looking For

This offering of words of my inner most reality was motivated by the following statement made by a friend on June 11, 2010.

“The only thing in the world you can change is yourself and that makes all the difference in the world.”

I use to believe and say, the only thing in the world we can change is ourselves. However, now I know and say something altogether different.

I cannot, and do not want to change myself because my true self, which is my Higher Self, is nothing less than Complete Perfection. The only thing in the world I can do to make all the difference in the world as I should, is simply be myself. Moreover, that can only be accomplished through what I call Total Spiritual Re-Call. I must remember the truth, remember who I Am, remember that I Am created by and through PERFECTION ITSELF, that makes me a Perfect Creation that does not need to change who or what I Am. I Am perfection, I Am the Complete Personification of Perfection; I Am the Complete Personification of SPIRIT temporarily manifesting in a state of physical form. I do not need to change who I Am, I just need to start viewing everything through my true field of vision. I must start seeing everything through my First Eye. My First Eye actually is what most people call the third eye.

Viewing things through our temporal physical vision is the equivalent of trying to clearly view the world outside a window through dirty smoky glass. In essence, I do not need to change myself, or change who and what I Am. What I need to change is my perception of myself, also how I view and define everything in this physical realm, which includes me. If I Am created by PERFECTION, because of that I can be nothing less than Perfect. Therefore, the bottom line is this. I need to stop looking outside of myself for answers and direction; everything I seek can be found within the very core of my Spirit, which is the Sacred Dwelling Place of SPIRIT ITSELF. That is why it is said in the christian bible, "Be Still and know that I AM GOD." In addition, in numerous other religions their follower’s are taught to be still, clear their minds, go within and meditate.

I Am GODDESS-GOD, because I Am Created by MOTHER-FATHER GODDESS-GOD. The created is always one with the creator. The creation is the energetic manifestation of the creator. I am my father and my mother because of the fact that I am the physical creation that has come forth through both of their physical bodies. Physical creations are simply reflections and replicas of that which is Spiritual. Every single creation is a physical reflection of something Spiritual. When it comes to myself and the entire human race, the problems we are experiencing enter into our understanding and lives when we started viewing this physical experience we call life solely through our physical eyes and our other physical senses. How can such an action serve us well when we are Spiritual Beings temporarily traveling through a dense physical plane? That is the equivalent of trying to view the cells of a plant using a magnifying glass; it is impossible to the cells of the plant that way.

Therefore, this is it. I do not need to change who I Am, I need to change how I relate to and how I use who and what I Am. I need to recognize that I Am not an imperfect miserable flawed creation that needs to find something or someone outside of myself to save me from me, and fix me so I can be acceptable to my Sacred Parent MOTHER-FATHER GODDESS-GOD. There is no need for me to worry about being accepted by that which I Am One With. I Am who and what I have been looking for to rescue me my entire life, also who and what I have been looking for to rescue me all of my other lifetimes as well. I Am a Divine and Perfect Creation, one who is whole and complete because of my Divine Connection and Sacred Oneness with my Sacred Parent MOTHER-FATHER GODDESS-GOD.

I Am One with GODDESS-GOD,

There Is No Lack In Me,

All of My Need Are Met Daily,

Now I Can See That I Have Always Been Free!

So It Is!

One Love, Unconditional!

Baba-Kundi Ma'at-Shambhala
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