How Do I Get What I Need?

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How Do I Get What I Need?

Why is it that I used to believe that I must change who I am and what I like, to get what I need and desire from this experience called life? Most people would say that they do not do that; I used to be one who would vehemently say that. However, I no longer hold that opinion of myself. When I was finally able to face reality, I was able to see that I was just as guilty as every other person, who is guilty of changing who they are and what they like, to get what they need and desire. From the beginning of our physical existence, the program started that guided us along the path of being someone other than who and what we truly are. No matter how I act and how I change, there is absolutely nothing that I can do, that will change who and what I was created to be, and do, or change who I am. It does not matter how I act, or how others see me. I will always be the Spiritual Being I am eternally created to be. That is my true eternal nature and makeup. Acting as if I am someone else leads me along the path of illusion, and causes me to live an impractical life full of an array of unforeseen problems. Before I go any further, I want to clearly communicate this to you. No one outside of me is in any way responsible for anything that I think, feel, say, or do. Absolutely nothing has been, or can be forced on me, I must open up and accept everything that comes to me before it can become a part of my existence.

How do I get what I truly need and desire? First, I must backtrack and recall who I am. If I do not know who I am, how can I possible have a clue of what I truly need and desire in life? I must drop all of the images and masks that other have placed on me and I willingly or otherwise accepted and viewed and lived my life through. I have no choice but to shake myself free from the depressing bondage of a fictitious existence by facing and accepting my true self, and knowing that who I am is perfect for The DIVINE and likewise perfect for me. I have been like a train that was derailed, yet still upright and trying to continue to move forward. Because I was off track, I could not move forward as I should. I was still able to move forward, however, the forward motion I was able to make was minuscule compared to the forward motion I was making when I was on track. Actually, the forward motion I was making while off track was in the wrong direction. Furthermore, that forward motion had a slant to it, which caused me to be bogged-down deeper and deeper into humanities fabricated ignorance, deception, and outright evil illusions, which were designed to separate me from and destroy my Sacred Spiritual Nature. That is what some call, selling out to the darkness.

At one point in my life I said, that is not fair, I was just a child when all of this began. However, everything is allowed to happen the way that it does, for the upliftment of that which is truly Spiritual in origin and nature. I had to recall that I am presently attending the School of Spiritual Awakening. In addition, when I finally graduate from the School of Spiritual Awakening, I will automatically be enrolled in the School of the Sacred Creator. Just as with the schools we established here on the physical plane, one must be tested on things in order to reinforce that which we know and who we are. However, to learn and retain that which is real, I must stay focused on that which is real. One primary reality is, I can only be me.

All of my failed relationships, failed because I was trying to be the person others wanted me to be. That is not to say that they were responsible for trying to make me what they wanted me to be, they only did what they were conditioned to do, one more faulty program created by human beings. We all were plugged into and feeding from the human-matrix of illusion, fear, and control. I am sure you have heard of divide and conquer. Well, the master plan is to divide/separate humanity from our Divine State of Oneness with The DIVINE and each other. Which is the equivalent of dissecting a living human being, the end result being nothing less than the death and decay of every dissected member of the body. Humanity as a whole has been derailed, and is bogged down deep in the mire of the dense dark lifeless energy of illusion, spiritual stagnation, and spiritual imbalance, awaiting the ambush to be divided and completely conquered.

Due to all of my experiences in life, and my desire for the purest form of Love, which is Unconditional Love, and my desire to be all that I am created to be, I have come to understand that I can only have all of that by being myself. I must not try to be the person others want and see me as being. Matter of fact, as I have been saying, I cannot be anyone other than who I am, other than who I was created to be. I have done most of what I did in life because that is what I was told to do by others. In addition, that direction came with repetition. I now understand clearer, the process that must be strictly adapted and followed for the reprogramming myself. I yield completely to all of the positive thoughts, words, and actions that speak clearly and directly of who I truly am. I Am an Eternal Perfect Spiritual Being. (period)

Sacred Life Affirmation

‘I Am’ an instrument of DIVINE SOURCE; ‘I Am’ weaving my talents, gifts, skills, knowledge, strength, courage, compassion, and Unconditional Love into a glorious tapestry of Eternal Glory here on Earth Mother during this physical incarnation. Through precise intention, and focus, ‘I Am’ responding to my inner Spiritual calling of Omniscient Excellence. ‘I Am’ the product of DIVINE SOURCE set in action here on this physical plane. I consecrate all of my emotions, thoughts, feelings, words and actions to SPIRIT, in order to make myself the greatest source and force of Spiritual Benevolence I can be, as I sojourn through this dense physical plane. ‘I Am’ making a positive difference every day in every way, in an easy, consistent, and relaxed way.

Through the focus of my Inner Spiritual Intention, and finely tuned Spiritual Energy, ‘I Am’ expressing absolute truth at all times in everything that I think, say, and do. ‘I Am’ one with all life. ‘I Am’ the full manifestation of Divine Unconditional Love. ‘I Am’ infinite abundance in action. ‘I Am’ the manifestation of the harmony of my Higher Self. ‘I Am’ vibrantly healthy in body, mind, and Spirit. ‘I Am’ eternally youthful in Spirit, mind, and in deed. ‘I Am’ the manifestation of the one and only Holy Peace Commanding Presence of GREAT SPIRIT. Ultimately ‘I Am’ an Ambassador of Unconditional Love.

By way of the All Mighty I AM PRESENCE that dwells within my Spirit, the Spiritual Energies and actions that originate from within my very being every day enhances me, my family, my friends, my intimate relationship, my job, my community, my surrounding world, and the world at-large. The Spirit within me makes a tremendous difference in the world.

Through my personal one-on-one intimate relationship with the precious I AM PRESENCE within my Spirit; I produce and share with all who will receive Unconditional Love, Divine Healing Energies, and the Sacred Touch of DIVINE SOURCE that is flowing to me and through me, always recognizing that ‘I Am’ but the vessel, not the SOURCE. Every single day I consistently commune with DIVINE SOURCE and the Sacred Host of Divinity. Through my Divinely inspired emotions, feelings, thoughts, words, guidance, and actions, I initiate the process of transmuting my surrounding world into the Sacred Sanctuary it is Divinely Created to eternally be.

So It Is Now, and So It Is Eternally.

I Am One With DIVINE SOURCE!

I can be no less than what I am. So there is no need for me to continue along the path of being what other want and see me as being. In following my path through this dense physical plane, there will continue to be tests. Some of those tests that I take I will fail. However, each test I pass and fail alike, will deliver me closer to that final graduation from the school of life, and the complete manifestation of Total Spiritual Re-Call within my eternal consciousness. I am speaking of the Beauty of Simplicity, the simplicity of being me. The lyric to Kelly Shepard’s song Beauty of Simplicity says it so well.

The Beauty of Simplicity can be so Wonderful, like the winter snowflakes drifting down in the night, with the glowing moon giving us its light

Like the flowers blossoming in spring, that’s what the Beauty of Simplicity brings

Like the warmth of the summer sunset, the warmth that you just could never forget

The Beauty of Simplicity is Simply Being Me. It cannot get any simpler than being that which I was created to be, just me. Being me sets me completely free; it set me completely free from having to worry about who I am supposed to be.

Now I Can Finally See, That I Have Always Been Me, and Truly Free!

I Am That I Am, and All That I Am Is Divine!

Baba-Kundi Ma'at-Shambhala
(SpiritWalker)
Copyright © Dec. 2010